Journal: 25 September

I'm stoked right now and I don't know why. I don't really have a reason, it's just that I am. I guess I'm beginning to take control of some things that I thought I didn't have any control over. My Dad gave me $200 to get some new threads, and I've abused that already and still have more to go. That I guess is one reason. Another reason may be, as stupid as it sounds, just because. Every once in a while, I'm just pumped. I can't explain it, but I like it. I wish I felt like this all the time. Everything would be easier.

I'm behind on reading. I've accepted it, and moved on. I'll try to catch up I guess, but I think I'm keeping the textbooks that I bought this year for some other time to read. (That is if I don't catch up...) The class that I'm on schedule w/ the reading though is Business. If I don't know whats going on in that class, I'm completely lost during the actual lecture. And being lost is not good for tests. Or questions that the professor decides to ask you completely out of the blue.

I've recently had an epiphany. Sort of. I remembered I was told to make goals in small, attainable steps, and once you have those achieved, make some more. I never actually put this into action until last night when I realized that the goals I had been setting for myself were actually massive. I had no idea that the size of the goals I was setting was actually hindering me from reaching them. This realization was so mind-blowingly simple, I audibly said "Wow" when it hit me. Epiphanies (is that even right?) are awesome.

Everything else w/ college is swell. I've got the organization down, the planner thing down. Waking up on time down... Sort of... And I'm enjoying it.